LyFe iS fuLL oF haPPiNess...CoMmaNd uRseLf foR iT, yOu wiLL geT iT...

Sunday, April 16, 2006

The three days at home, i just spent my time, online, watched tv and went out with my family. I left my hmw aside. Hahaa...bt just now i brought my hmw along. Did it at west coast park mcDonalds. Finished it within 1 hour. Great! Muahahaha..Btw..Syahir told me he won the tournament...COngrats for him...He must be realli happy. Haha..He had minor injury...his lips tore..eewww..tts gross...OMG...i dunno how he handled it..So into Silat..

Btw...tomoro gt presentation fer Evgreen Primary.. It's fun presenting the NE Centre to the primary school kids..haha..they're adorably cute..MyB after tt..wana go library Civic..OK..all the best fet 2moro..

`FiQah MeduLLa*~

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Friday, April 14, 2006

We are looking up at you baybeh...muahaha

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Saturday, April 08, 2006

Finally...i changed my skin..Been so long using tt skin...hahha..no time to change..hahaha..abt the debate..my team lost to 2e4. It wasn't tt disappointing..haha..i was the one who pulled my team's marks down...So sorry...at least 2 of our teams in 2e1 made it to semi..congrats..i'll be there to support..i'll help too with the research..as long as u guyz win..i'll be happy...muahaha..yar...yesterday was fun indeed..rite after school...we discussed fer debate..can't go in the com lab until 1245..n if lidet..we only left with 15 mins to discuss..we den discussed at the study corner...rushed2 there..hahaha..after the debate..i ran for the bus..Ms Loke was waiting..debaters are always the GOH..hahaha...we put our bags..took our wallets n den went in the bus..Guess Wad..i didn't realise i was staring at Syahir...wen he looked in the bus..he saw me looking at him..i straightaway turned to hanizah n farhana, pretended to talk..haha..funny...well..wad happened was that..he forced me to forget him..so..too bad..wad i can sae..he had clear choices for him to make...he knew it..but he was to defensive about her...now see wad happened..it was my instictive since the beginnin..just then quite say it...he asked fer it btw...i dun care lah..ermmm..bck to the story..we went to Innova JC..ate ferst...haha..we were damn hungry...ate lyke we've nvr eaten b4...took photos..alot of 'em...After finished..bck to school...me n iryana went for maths olympiad training..i was tired..i didn't pay tt full attention...hahaha...ok..but it was fun....

Tts all..
updating soon...

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Saturday, April 01, 2006

Haizz...
He told me the truth..That is what i've been waiting for..Well..i knew it..Just now...went to school..ptm...i was late just now. I hid in the toilet...walked ard..bought milo from one of the vending machine..near Block E. Saw Azhar and frens. Den..i saw the hall was noisier.. So i went to take a look...They were moving to classes...I followed as if nth happened..haha...saw all my frens..kissed them...haha....den went out to canteen....saw farhana's sister..so cute n adorable....siti farhana n me kissed her cheeks..hugged her and let her sit on our laps...she was so cute...she looks lyke farhana...duh..they are siblings..haha..all of them are pretty...i cn lyke recognise each other bcoz of their eyes..haha....kk...den after tt..we went to cwp...ate at pizza hut..saw my uncle n my grandma..i kissed her cheeks...my aunt gave me $5..she always gives me money...haha..hope to see her alwaes as she lives near my school...so i can get rich faster...hahha...kk..till here..

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Saturday, March 25, 2006

I'm now at the library with that slice of watermelon. Hahahaha....he's azizul_slice(of watermelon)..hahaha...he's crazy rite now..he did grammar builder..but didn't finish it....so kpo chi...watermelon ni tk tau nk dudok diam.....diri pn tk btol....senget2..hakim the papan!!

`FiQah MeduLLa~

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Wei? Ermmm..today i was crazy...ferst thing..when i was in school...i laughed alot of times...Syahir had to change his seat. And he was closer for mother tongue lesson. Haha..yar..2nd thing..in class..i dunno y..but i find myself irritating. Weird though...But it's ok..After school just now, the UG had a parade rehearsal. I was there to watch. I was with Khairunissa, Nabillah and Farhana. Farhana went for Gamelan before joining us...Well...after watching them march, we seemed to be bored..we waited..and there came iryana and fadzilah. We sat near the notice board area. We joked, danced, laughed. I danced different kinda cultures. Malay, Indian, Chinese, European..haha...i had alot of fun. I was so energetic..I jumped here and there. Farhana danced with me. She was crazy as i am. After entertaining the rest of my frens, We played some games. HEart attack was one of them. We screamed. Haha...I was dancing classical indian. I am totally interested...haha..really..it's fun..i watch hindi movies..so i tend to follow their dance steps..haha..yar..weird...but fun!!!
OK...Till here..

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Friday, March 17, 2006

I'm going out after this. Someone from Nepal added me. Haha..I barely understood whatever he said. Hmm..but nvm. Oh yar..two more days to school. And this coming monday, i have to go to computer lab to check my blog. Here i can only update. My dad blocks my access to blogspot.com. And i'm so fed-up. Hmmm...last tuesday, nabillah took us to take neoprints. Well, we had fun changing our pose. Wuhahaha. We laughed, we giggled, we shouted. For fun..after tt, we went to Nadhirah's house. Watch this indonesia movie i talked about yesterday. I really like this guy. But he's already old rite now. He's in late 20s. hahaha...But he's cute. So cute.. He acts in 3 in 1..One film once shown in Suria. He was the one who got married in the last episode. Well, that was just a crush. Coz he doesn't even know me at all. I can lyke anybody in this world. Yar but i will only luv only one guy....hmmm..ok...i have to go..i will send more posts. SOON!!!! NYahahahahahaha!!!!!!!

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Woohoo!! I'm at home. It's 22.15 rite now. Thursday, 16 of March. I'm watching Dimensi Ke 4 on Suria. Walane..so fast n rite now it's 3 more days to school! Arggh! Haha..but nvm..i finished my homework since last saturday. No more worries fer me..nyahaha..Ermmm..i spent my day, actually two days watching an indonesia movie i borrowed from my best pal, Nadhirah. I luv tt movie..There's one guy in tt movie so cute..In tt movie his name is Radit. His real name is Zumi Zola. Nyihee! ERmmm..OK...btw..i had an NE meeting on mon n tuesday. Hmmm..ok..I'll continue updating my blog..Lately no tyme to change my skin..Next tyme Ok..k..

I have to end here.

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Haizz...He got back. He's having a camp today with his juniors in NCDCC until tomorrow. Hmm..there's sumbody fucking freak out there. Called himself ****ing Passerby. HE's such an asshole. I got my frens on my side. Fique-O also..mayB..heheehehhe..Ekh..he cried leh...watching the pianist...hahaha..i cried more worst. Yar he's right. Luckily it was the past. Hmmm...Ok..I wana eat after this. Later take neoprint with some of my best frens. Nabillah, Farhana, Iryana and Khairunissa... They r my lyfe leh...Wuahahaha...Hmmm..I forgot abt the GOH thing this morning. My dad dropped me at the car porch where the NCDCC were falling in. Of Course! Syahir was there!! Wuahaha!! Nyaha..hmm..nvm..i didn't believe i was jumping lyke hell wen i was talking wit Azhar..

Till then..
Tkcre everybody!!!
Miss everyone lotsa!!

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Monday, March 13, 2006

Long time never post..Still in school..I have NE Meeting..Tomorrow also have.. I miss him leh..He didn't come on Friday. I finished my homework. ALL my homework. I have nothing more to do..Wanna revise my science. Errrmmm...Can't get him out of my mind. Sharas told me sth.. A few gurls lyke him. So..i still dunno leh...Gurls crowd ard him. N he only luvs her. Wad a bad luck..Yar..one thing..i won't forget him. My hands r numb.. The aircon here is so cold. I'm dying.. AAARRGGGHH!!!!

Tkcre Guyz...
Luv u aLL!!
Miss EveRyoNe!!!

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

I feel better today. Alot better. The tests were good. I was able to do it without any difficulties. I think i have alot of careless mistakes fer maths test. We knew the history test' results. We all got A1!!! Except for one BOY, who scored 30+ but less then 75%. Hahahaha..luckily it wasn't a gurl..It means now tt i got A1 fer history...fer the furst tyme ever!!!!!! Hahahaha...Weeeeeeee!!!
I thank everyone for the support..haha..i'm not winning any award. Hahaha...tt was john's style..haha..
ekh..ok..i'm enough for today.. so tired of joy..laughter...hahahahaa...
TIll then..
still at computer lab...lyke yesterday..
Save my computer bills at home..!! Nyahahaaha...

K BYe!!!!!

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Monday, March 06, 2006

HeLLo!! I'm now in the school computer lab with my best frens here, Iryana, Hanizah and Farhana. Btw..Farhana changed her specs..looks lyke x-men liao...hahahahaha...Yesterday i suddenly had an idea of editing OUR pictures together then print it out. I put it in my file..But decided to bring it during recess. But tt again moronic Zul snatched it and showed it to his frens including Syahir. I was so frustrated with him. Nabilah dun be mad ok..i really dun lyke his attitude. Hmmm..just now's test was easy. I hadn't enough tyme to revise fer my science.. Had to do it using my logic tt i have..hahaha...but overall the paper was ok. The history test was again damn interesting and damn easy... hahahahaha!!!! I scored well fer the first history test. So this tyme i wanna score full marks!! Nyahahaa...I'm happy fer today. Maths and english test is tomorrow. I'm gonna score again!! Yipppeeee!!!! Weeeee....haha..i'm so mad with this school sia..i had to cut my hair..well my mum cut it for me yesterday. I have to cut again later to make it look nicer. I look lyke an idiot lyke this..hahaa....i got back my english mock test. I scored ok fer my class standard but i dun think so it's so good fer me. Hahahahahaha...Too long rite here..NO homework!! hahaha...

`~FiQah^medme**S}

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Fuck off Lah...tt tan caught me at parade square. Just bcoz of a few cm of my hair touched the collar, she asked me to stand. I was fucking mad with everyone. N tt moronic Zul called me for nothing. There was Syahir, but so what? What d'you expect me to do?...n i was damn fucking mad bcoz tt idiotic Zul was fucking freak..He's a nerd. I'm so sick and tired. But it's really hard fer me to forget about him. It's just so hard fer me.

`~FiQah^MeduLLa#}

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Well...today is his 14th birthday. His birthday, i'm the one excited. I didn't buy him anything bcoz i'm scared if he wuldn't accept it..so better nt waste money lah hah...so my biggest present fer him is invisible, inevitable..it can't be seen..bt it can be felt..deep inside..it's actually a strong feeling i've been keeping long enough...It caN'T be bought...so i hope he will appreciate it..hopefully...haha...I wanted to wish him happy b'dae..bt like paiseh..so nvm..i walked away...haha..Hmmm...got tests these few days..I got to be one of the peer tutors for sec 2 express classes..for mathematics..I'm fanatic about tt subject...Kinda gd..i luv teaching...muahaha...gerek lah...I oso received this sweet testi from Safi..knew him from friendster...ex-Henderson sec...we exchanged thoughts very well..i was talkative..as usual... :) Nyihee!! Crazy me all the tyme..OK..tts all fer todae..more updates coming soon...mostly about him, him n him.. Nyahaha..it's lyke news travel fast. My frens knew. Sec 2 express knew..cepat nyer..haha

TKcre..
<3..
`~FiQah*MEd^<3}s**

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

I was sad seh...nadhirah sent me tt msg...i dun wana talk it here..bt nvm...nyahaha...i'm still happy..n i can still give a big fat smile...wuahahaha...ermmm...talked to kak zaf. But suddenly my laptop restarted in the middle of the conversation..wen i online bck..she was offline..so sad..she was trying to tell me sth..sth IMPORTANT..abt her guy...bt nvm..later she'll nt b werking..so she'll cum to sch n meet me of COurse!! Lyke DUH...haha...den she can talk to me all the tyme...dun ferget to bring Kak Yohanis along aite..muaahahahahah...OK..

2 posts fer todae..
tkcre..

`~[FiQah**{<3}s*****}**^~med

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

yiPeee!! We talked again..Bt only fer awhile. So sad...bt nvm..talking to him removes all my stress seh. I enjoy it..hahahaha...just now morning run..he n his frens ran in front of me. But one thing strange, why did he run so slow? Iryana and Hanizah ran faster than him. Hahaha...I dun wanna cut him. Purposely slow down. Haha..bt good lah. he ran so slow...very close to me...Nyihee! As we got closer..my frens teased him by calling my name. Haha...Den rite...after morning run, iryana ngan farhana, called Syahir. When Syahir turned, he was looking at iryana. Den iryana was lyke hiding. The person left he had to look was me as I was behind iryana n farhana so i had to hide also lah.. I cnt be looking at him? He smiled...Haha...funny...well...bt..fun..nyahaha...During D&T, we had a test. OKlah the test was nt too difficult. If study, it is managable. After tt, we went to the workshop. Mr Tan demonstrated how to use the bench drilling machine. Den, half of our class waited fer the other half which was still in the workshop...listening to Mr Tan. I was bz talking to Iryana n Fadzilah about Syahir. Haha...I dunno y lah..Suddenly i felt so happy n i was in a good mood to talk about him. I told them i dreamed about him yesterday. Haha..it seems to be impossible to happen...yar..so..i was lyke..OK..nvm...haha..Ermmm...I went bck alone today. Bought that chocolate ice-cream. Ate it as i went walking to Woodlands Prim. I usually take bus from there. Save money...hahaha...
Realli seh...yesterday's conversation with him was damn fun. I was laughing to myself all along. He's humurous. Bt i dun understand y he's so shy to me...haha..i'm nt tt kinda shy2 gerl u noe..nyihee!

I'm in a very good mood...
Talked alot these days. Especially about S. NYhaha...
Ok..my hands r tired. I have to revise fer my common test...Later kak zaF biseng...
Haha...no offence yar...nyihee...

Ok..
Till here..
~toodles~~
*`FiQah^S~medme}

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Monday, February 27, 2006

Today is fine as usual. I duno why..but I'm quite sad today. I just feel discouraged. I dreamed about it again. Bt nvm. I'll get over this feeling soon. I'm just speechless. I'm so heartbroken. Dunno why......Not much to say fer now...i really wana speak up my mind bt he wasn't there to listen...

`~FiQah}no mood...

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Sunday, February 26, 2006

WeLL...we talked...it was fun..haha..i lose hope actually...bt tt conversation makes me feel better. Bt my instinctive is gonna prove me rite. What i can sae..he's nice to me...very nice to me...I lyke his way. Hmmm...What i can sae is that...he's so much different. N i luv him so much...

~+[FiQah...}

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Yesterday..me n my frens went to woodlands cc...to watch the hip-hop gig..our frens performed. My kakak angkt from riverside performed too. I was wearing scarf..n new clothes which i bought the day before..haha...Kak Yohanis was there too..kak Hasyimah..Rashidin..n the sec 2 guyz..except Syahir...haha...Bt nvm...errrmmm...i got nth more to say...i juz hope HE's doing fine...

+[afiqah]+

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Another head hangs lowly, Child is slowly taken. And the violence caused such silence, Who are we mistaken? But you see, it's not me, it's not my family. In your head, in your head they are fighting, With their tanks and their bombs, And their bombs and their guns. In your head, in your head, they are crying... In your head, in your head, Zombie, zombie, zombie, Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head, In your head, Zombie, zombie, zombie? Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, dou, dou, dou, dou, dou... Another mother's breakin', Heart is taking over. When the vi'lence causes silence, We must be mistaken. It's the same old theme since nineteen-sixteen. In your head, in your head they're still fighting, With their tanks and their bombs, And their bombs and their guns. In your head, in your head, they are dying... In your head, in your head, Zombie, zombie, zombie, Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head, In your head, Zombie, zombie, zombie? Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, oh, oh, Oh, oh, oh, oh, hey, oh, ya, ya-a...

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Basically...i have nothing to say...My life has been good. My team won the debate!! I didn't expect Syahir to be there. I was fully prepared and suddenly he came...bt nvm..Actually...I was blushing..when the debate was going on...haha..dunno y..suddenly blushed in front of the judges. I was blank the opposition asked for P.O.I. I was totally speechless...Bt..we restarted and I had to reread everything..wad the HELL??!!! Farhana was fine..except she was blushing too...nyahaha!! I have sth to tell here...some of you know redi...soon now or late..u guyz'll now...Till here everyone...Keep tagging...

<3hayden...
Miss aLL of yoU!!!
*~FiQah MeduLLa~*

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

I juz gt new kakak angkt. Kak Zafirah..Nw i have three from ex-evgians...Kak Wani, Kak Raihanah, Kak Yohanis and Kak Zafirah. I luv them so much!!! So sweet....haha...they veri nice one...oK...i hope they'll cum to sch often to see me!! haha...teacher's day oso mus cum!! haha..AAARRRGGGH..i'm damn mad..gtg...need some medicine..nyyiihheee!!

<3Hayden..
*~FiQah~*

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Monday, February 13, 2006

WeLL..my day is fine..as usual...having fun in school...I luv my test marks..Wonderful!! Haha...my best pal is in hospital. In Tan Tock Seng...I pity her for tasting the hospital food...eeeewww!!! My frens n me are gonna visit her soon!! NYhahahaha!!! Her sore eyes are getting serious...worst is that she cn go blind..she's damn brilliant...it's incomplete if she's gonna lose her eye..hahaha...jk jk onie...hahahaha...bad fiqah...nvm...i'm having a screw lose...bear tt!! Weeeheee!! Kirin..jgnlah majok yer nvr link u...i link u readi...haha...link me!! Talk to me!!!! Hahahaha..

Tkcre..
<3hayden...muacks!!
*~FiQah~*

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

WeLL..today my day is fine..as usual..i luv sch...my history test was damn easy....haha..after sch..my friends and i stayed bck to do the art project...i luv touching the paints n all..fun!! Eww..so childish...haha..well everbody..i kinda lyke sum1 from my batch...it's juz a crush though...dunno y suddenly i have tiz feeling after i made a promise to myself not to fall in love again...yar..this feeling is inevitable...but i can control it...i wun let this feeling go over me..i have to control myself!!! Haha..nyiihhhiiiihhhiii!!!

Tkcre..
Hayden<3..
Bubbye!!!

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Monday, February 06, 2006

YYYIIIPPPPPEEEEE!!!!!
I decorated my classtable olredi...fuLL oF mY pictures n Hayden..i never forget him..He's my sweetheart..n i luv him so much..it's covered with pink rose vanguard..roses all over it...written in coloured pens..it was attractive..the most difficult part was wen i was pasting the adhesive tape..btw..john came in the class juz nw to take sth under his desk..he bumped his butt to mine..he's crazy leh..haha..anyway...he's fun..he's humorous..ok..
tkcre..
hayden<3..
miss u aLL...

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Sunday, February 05, 2006

YahOo!! i noE hw tO puT sonGs!! niSsa!! nO neEd to teaCh mE..haha..i Luv tiZ sonG..cRazY mE..buT oNe moRe tHinG..waD haPpen TO my taGboaRd??!!! arrrrgggghhhhh!!! K nvm...aT leasT i leaRnt sumThinG...haha...yyyyiiipppppeeeee!!! Luv u..luv u.....hayden...muackss!!

GoTta end here b4 i go maD..
tkcre everyoNe...<3

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Saturday, February 04, 2006

My LiFe iS baSiCaLLy fuLL of rePeaTeD exPeRienCeS...
My heaRt is noT meaNt to Be huRt...if LyKinG mE iS noT tHe onLy ReaSoN u LuV mE...pLs duN uSe aNd pLay wiTh my fEeLiNgS..iF tHiS iS hoW u tReaT mY fEeLingS..mY inSticTiVe waS riGhT..My quEsTioNs to GoD aRe aLL anSweReD iN my pRaYeRs...he NoEs beSt..my deCisIon waS indEed a WiSe deCiSiOn...tHiS siLLy gaMe of LoVe..u pLay u wiN onLy tO LoSe..eVeN iF i ReaLLy LuV sum1, soMeTimeS i fEeL tHaT mY LuV iS noT beiNg aPpReciaTeD...

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*

Thursday, February 02, 2006

My bLog is just created...thanx to my kind fren..khairunissa...fer helping..nt
just help..bt..she's the one who did the whoLe tHiNg...i reaLLy Luv it..teaCh me hw to do sumday...i Luv iT!! EsPeciaLLy my swEethEaRt...HayDen!! Ani..i Luv u so much!! ~muacks!~....haha..Ok...i'M goIng cRazY...i dun wan the whoLe woRLd to noe the ReaL me...my cRaziNeSs..except fer tHe cLose oNe..nissa..nab...geTting to recognise my cRaziNeSs...haha..geT uSed to iT okae...AzRi..4e3..haha..geTting to noe him..beTteR...haha...he's FuN...irresistabLe..haha...kk

Tkcre...
<3>
Hayden..MuackS!!

`The knight in shining armor is coming..*